後 悔 す る - R e g r e t

I'm sorry to those stupid things that i've done to you,what i mean is nothing.Actually i've got the feeling with you since the first time we met....When the time you told me you had fallen in love with me,I'm so happy...so so happy.But ma feeing on you just a lil lighter,thats why i treat you sux.Sorry ma fren.But what i've regret is i never told you that until you had put me down,i'm feel that i'm so stupid that i found that you are the type of ma favourite.But...You've gone out from ma world.What can i do to help ma'self?Yes,i do miss you much now but its the feeling that just like a pair of scissors is cutting of ma hear,tearing it.People said:"The cruelest,un-humanities punishment in da world is 'Regret'".And now,i'm suffering the punishment.The feeling is so sux,i can't stand da feeling.I don't wanna hurt,force anyone.I just hoping you'll life happily.take care yourself at there.Altough we met once a week,i'll still keep you in ma mind,as if you're beside me all da time......



-i love you *
-i miss you *

dreaming

I dreamt of you last night altough i slept at 4.We talk together at last,tough its in a dream,i'm happy with it.Cause i know that i wouldn't have a chance to talk to you in the reality,so i have to say a hundred or thousands times "Thanx" to the "Dreaming Devil"..I never mean be so cold that doensn't talk to you when we met,just because i think that you are running away from me.But i hope that is not a right of ma thinking.I really miss you babeh. . . . .MuackxXx

愛上一個不該愛的人是最痛苦的一件醜事. . .

不知道在何時何刻,你偷偷地把我的心掛上了你的背後. . . 就應為你把它掛在你的背後,因此你也因該不會感覺到我對你的意思. . .再你心前的,也許只有他一個.也許,我比不上他.還是我陪不上你．．．．每當我看見你時，心里總會感到又興奮，又心酸的感覺．我在你的心里應該只是一位非常渺小的朋友，一位對你不重要的朋友．但你要知道你對我來說，是一位非常，非常重要的朋友．．少了你，我心裡的就好像少了太陽’月亮’星星.少了你,我的生活會變得很困苦.每一天,當開起手機裡的信箱,終會看到那些令我感到又興奮又
傷感的信息..心好疼,好疼.每晚我都會想像那牽著你的小手我, 多麼的辛福,開心,甜蜜....寫了這麼多,眼淚也忍不住了..心裡想：要是你會開起這網站看看,那又多好....又很多事,不敢告訴你,只好通通都寫在這.希望這又一天,你會看到這些我心裡的話.....愛你我從來沒後悔,也沒想要回頭.只要你的日子過的好我也不會有甚麼憂愁的. . . . .保重我的愛人
可毅
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The feeling now...

Its 9.48PM,20 August of 2005,Saturday.

You.....are busy again
You.....left me alone writing this blog again
You.....Din't reply ma message again

And You......................................
Hurted me again
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I wish to chat with you now,but you told me you busy again. . . I just send you the picture that you asked me to edit,i hope i can continue the chat room,but ma heart won't allow me to do that,cuz you told me that you hae something to do.As what i've said,i'm really not important in your life,your world,neither your dream.Everynight in ma dream,you appear as an angel that beside me,i hope that the angel won't fly away as if in the cartoon that angel helps humans to solve everything...yeah,you din't fly...You stay by ma side,till early in da morning,you flew when i open ma eyes......Feel like fucked up that i had to back into the reality world that you flew away when you sees me,you walked around by ma side without any greetings as if i'm a lil stranger..I really hope that we could be friends,i mean good friends.....Bunch of words out from ma heart,but it doesn't came out from ma mouth..It came out from ma keyboard and shows to everyone here,i guess you won't see it.But i hope you'll...Heartache....That night,<18/8/2005> i smiled the whole night,with a happie mood...But in a sadness situation,cuz you left me alone in da roof watching the sky and hoping you came up to talk to me,but you never.....You are in the room,with your friends,without asking:'Where is ker yi?"...Its a stupid thinking of me,thinking that you'll ask these stupid question that as if you care of me,you never ma dear friend.....Never ever ask about me.What am i gonna do? Wait? god help me please......I think i gonna throw it aside that can see you live happily,then ma life gonna be better i think.Well hope you are all right with your arms right now.......


From:KeR_Yi

feel you

I'm trying to fly up high,
I fell without my wings,

I fell so small,
I guess i need you baby,
And everytime i see you in my dreams,
I see your face,Its haunting me
I guess i really need you baby.

At night i pray,
That you face will fade away,
But i failed,Its always in my mind,my heart,my soul............

Baby i'm here just to say that i had fallen in love with you,
Hope you'll understand my heart that being attacked by your soul,
Only you is the only way to cure my deep cut on my heart.
Please........Baby please don't let me alone in my life,
Its so hard to being alone everynight,
Without you,I can't do just nothing....Except
Do what you are doing,
breathing at the tasteless air
That what you are doing all the moment.

Baby...I need you~So much deeply from my heart,my soul

Flying Without You

I'm trying to fly up high,
I fell without my wings,

I fell so small,
I guess i need you baby,
And everytime i see you in my dreams,
I see your face,Its haunting me
I guess i really need you baby.

At night i pray,
That you face will fade away,
But i failed,Its always in my mind,my heart,my soul............

Baby i'm here just to say that i had fallen in love with you,
Hope you'll understand my heart that being attacked by your soul,
Only you is the only way to cure my deep cut on my heart.
Please........Baby please don't let me alone in my life,
Its so hard to being alone everynight,
Without you,I can't do just nothing....Except
Do what you are doing,
breathing at the tasteless air
That what you are doing all the moment.

Baby...I need you~So much deeply from my heart,my soul....