26th of October 2006, 10.50pm. From this moment, i know. Forever, i'm on my own. No guides, No advices, No love. Its all a nightmare in my life, tottaly nightmare. tears fall whenever i'm alone, in the dark, cold little room. Seems like living in a small little jail, holding the metal bars yelling for help. But too bad, there is no one helping me all along. Seeing is believing, Feeling is suffering. Little room is my only world, a world that know me the most, care me the most, love me the most. Nothing else can do that much to me, even though they tried. (but they never) Ever feel to killing my own, but i know there is one day. I gonna get myself outta here. I feel love, its warm & comfort, its in my dream & my world. Prisoner can have a family day, but where is mine?
'i have a best daddy/mummy in the whole world'
I heard this in almost every movie, but i knew i have no chance to speak it out through my heart. But i'm sure my kid will do this in the future. They need love, they need understanding.
& the most of all, they need YOU.
from: your son.
1 comment:
yah i did it myself.
Erm, they just don't understand me much. This is the main reason.
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