During a leaf falling, windy autumn

I met the person I love the most in my life

From then on and thereafter, her face

Has taken over my entire heart

It allowed me to love so violently, so real

I really wish she can give me a bit of real love

Really wish that she can live happily

Really wish that I am able to move her

However, the heavens are playing with my feelings

Exactly what is wrong with me?

Is it really wrong to love a person?

Even though it is really painful to love a person

Yet I still wish for a bit of love

What is wrong with me? Am I crying?

I actually love her so much it is like giving to charity

So painful in the end that I cried, I will be happy later

I don't want to love her

Yet I miss her even more

When will the hugs that are owed to me going to be returned?

More or less give me some comfort

Even if it is a hug out of mercy

Let it be, forget it

The deeper I sink, the harder it will be to pull myself out

I would rather guard my wound and sorrow

Yet I am happy..