It's just came so sudden, I thought i've got over it everything about you. But ..... there's one thing i missed out. It's to tell you that i'm glad that you left for your happiness.

No matter how far or how near, wherever you are, I'm here waiting. I miss you when you're gone, that is what i do everyday silently. Colors that glowing in my life was only illusion after the day you left, and i don't know, i was living under the lens of having black and white behind under my iris.
Days that I spended with you in mind, it's all in Sepia mode. Tears that dripped, that dipped into my eyeballs are all tasteless. I'm still being controlled under my fear. I can't find any track that you left in reality, but i can see every single of them in my eyes with my heart.

How're you recently, i don't know what happened in your life. I never step into your blog nor social network profile since the day you left. I'm afraid of it, but it happened now altough i din't do that. I lost control...

I wore the birthday present you gave me on yesterday night, it was the first time it fit into my body. They looks perfect dear, thanks.
i miss her....so much

Keryi,
12:21pm ( by birthday number)
Feb, 20 2009