DAY 59

It's a sudden peaceful morning and afternoon since I woke up today. Yeah, I still thinking about her since I woke up but the sorrow in my eyes just made me smile. Had Mushroom Soup and Garlic Toast in the morning with orchestra in the background, I was imagining she's right beside me having breakfast with me too and I smiled.

Last night, someone asked me. Did you feel the same hard feeling when the other ex left you? My answers and questions came back. NO and question is WHY? She is just different, so much special for me and I couldn't let it go. SLAP ME AGAIN.

I wanted to greet a BIG THANKS to the one who companied me these few days, it really made my mood gets better.

* it's almost 60, and I'm still waiting *