Back to the blog, with a hard hard feeling.

Life isn't easy as you thought. People who took their own life away isn't as brainless as you thought, they felt the real pain in life which not everybody in this world can feel it. I speaks for those restless soul.

I felt stress, yes I really do. The projects in my college is just way too much for me to handle, I know I'm not like the others. I handle things slow, and I'm trying very hard to change this. I tried very hard and who on earth know about this? They just thought I'm simply too lazy to work on anything in college.

Who heard my sobbing voice in the night, who saw my stressing face in the corner, who felt the pain i feel in my life. Nobody...

It's not easy.