Here Without Love

Here i am, just woke up in fever....I can't stand the life in college anymore, not because of studies..I could'nt stand to being alone all the time. Break time alone, lunch time alone, having class alone, waiting for bus alone... I realize this today with my fever coming with me.

Strenghtless, unable to stand but have to all the things by myself like find the medicine, water, foods and fall on the bed. Being alone and having nobody who cares by myside is suffering...You won't realize it until you need it like now.

The weird thing is i kept dreaming in my sleep since last nite. its like non-stop... And its not a sweet dream, its all nightmares... :(

Ineedyougirl...

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